inthemaking

As you may have seen I have been remaking the apperance of my blogg a bit. Now that a new chapter in my life has started (one that I'm stating of alone) with a new appartment and a hole new way of seeing life I decided that the blogg also should be different. Older posts and other stuff you now find at the bottom, so just scroll down and you will find what you want.

Now that so few are reading I also feel more comfteble to write more personel stuff. I know it is borring when I'm so abstract in my writing, words and sentences that mean and explain a lot to me can be totaly wierd to you.

Latly my lafe has been circulating around a broken heart and me moving with my mom. Oh, of course school. And yes! Politics. The broken heart will heal, broken hearts always heal. The sad thing I that I don't miss the kisses and the touch, that I can live without. What I miss is the friendship and the understanding. A person that you have so close to your heart finds out things about you that nobody else knows (if you like it or not) and that makes them able to understand you better. I have had three beautiful relationships and what I miss the most is not so much the partner but the fucking great friends I have lost. Love has the power to make people blossom and I have seen some real great blossoming. Love is amazing in that way, it makes people want to be the best they can be.

As for the moving thing are finally starting to calm down. Every day more and more boxes are filled with our belongings. I have had a real blast packing and organizing my stuff. Dusty memories have been found and old times have been remembered once again. The most beautiful thing I have found are pictures of my mom and dad. They were truly gorgeous when they where young. Now I just want to get the keys to our new appartment so I can start fixing my room. I will get the double bed so everyone is welcome to crash in my bed, there is plenty of place!!!

School starts tomorrow and for those of you that also start tomorrow I don't have to explain what I feel about that. For the rest of you it is anxiety.

Time is ticking and I have still a lot to do before I can go to bed. But hey the night is young as so many wise men and women have said.

Live and don't go fucking around!