inthemaking

Coffee is a must for my everyday life to function. I have forces myself to a limit of two cups, but God how I enjoy my two cups. Then it's music and writting, I'm in love with words and the ability they have to calm me down.

Laws and authorities. I do what I can too keep myself out of this system by making different choices in life. I hate "musts" and "have too" I rather live my life doing what I enjoy rather than what I must.

My boyfriend and I have discussed the future a lot. I don't really believe in it. There is only the word future but it is not something that exists. Or rather it is not defined. The only thing that exists is the present and all your hopes and dreams for what is to come.

I think the people that meet me would describe me as very positive, but I'm a rather dark person. I have a terrible relationship to myself and my body and I have a constant struggle with my inner demons. However the good things in life I enjoy to the fullest and I never take them for granted. And I have a way of enjoying and seeing even the smallest things in life.

Wow, thanks! Right now I'm struggeling to graduate school, I only have a year left. Then of course I wanna keep on playing music and writing, working as a activist and doing fucked up stuff. Every day is a new day, every hour is a new hour and every minute is a new minute that offers the possibility to do exactly what ever you want. Carpe diem for fucks sake!