Seasons have changed
I met up with some tired but happy friends. Kind of sick of living like this. Having to think about what I do and how I act. My thoughts and my words. Miss in some way my freedom, but on the other hand, did I ever have such a thing like freedom. I know that it is worth it, in every way, how trapped and scared I sometimes may feel. I'm more alive now then ever. In my life. I breath every breath and wake up with a strengt I can't understand were it comes from. I know that every day is a new fight. A fight that I can win. And every day I win they loose, and I get stronger and they weaker. I have people around me, pushing me forward whenever it is hard and holding my hand whenever I feel like throwing in the towel. I never feel alone. A feeling of security that is priceless and essential for my every day battle. I hope you feel like I feel, or have felt or will feel. I hope you can, sometime or why not forever. That you feel how fragile life is but how that feeling just makes you appreciate it more. Life. In it's every aspect. Every day and every night.
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